al_teny's Journal

Well an update on my life not that I have any friends on livejournal but I am sure there are plenty of lurkers out there.

So this is the absolute longest I have ever gone without dating someone. I am actually quite amazed..in fact I'm shocked! I have yet to even kiss someone else. NOW that is STRANGE since I'm a big time kisser. I guess I just feel like there is no reason to. What's the sense really? I don't understand the dating game and quite frankly it's dull. I would rather have friends then have to worry about whether he likes me or he doesn't or if he's going to continue to like me in 6 months...or perhaps I should say I worry about all the same things for myself. I've dealt with nothing but lies and betrayal since I've started really dating 2 yrs ago and I'm done. I've thrown in the towel and decided to focus all my time and energy into my studies. That's what I should've been doing in the first place. I've got everything and everyone that wants to be in my life in my life so I will be content with that.

Umm ok enough of the bitter broken heart bullshit.

Jaymee and I have been having a blast. We're pretty much inseperable once again and it's nice! She's pretty much my family. We still live in the same place and plan on staying there for quite some time...well until she gets a boyfriend and decides to move out and live w/him but hopefully that b/f thing will be a few months down the road.

School is going ok. Not as well as I hoped but I'm still carrying a B average in each class. I guess I can't complain about that too much. I start finals next week and then don't have school again until May 15. A short break will be very nice and very much so needed!

What else...I've decided to start attending church regularly again. It seems to make my weeks better and I feel less stressed. Lucky for me going back to church doesn't mean that I have to change who I am and can continue my regular life w/out feeling like I am being run by a CHURCH!

Ok THE END. I'm bored.

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